My husband ran to the grocery store a few nights ago to grab a few things that we had run out of. While he was there he face timed me to ask about a certain type of cereal (because clearly we take our cereal buying so seriously in this household that it requires a face […]
To My Husband: I am still here
I see you looking at me, wondering if she is still in there. I can feel you staring at me when you don’t think I am paying attention. I always wonder if you are looking at my aging skin and dark circles under my eyes.. Or if you notice the gray hairs starting to pop […]
Sometimes I wish I was a man!
Sometimes I wish I was a man.. and no I don’t mean in the Caitlyn Jenner kind of way.. I mean that every day I encounter a moment where I think.. geez I wish I could just be the dad or husband of the relationship! How much easier life would be! I spent 9 long […]
My Little Miracle
I remember looking at the ultrasound screen and there being nothing there. Again. No baby. The hurt in my heart was immeasurable. Yet another month of infertility treatments out the window with nothing to show for it. Just a blank screen. I remember putting my head back on the chair and feeling tears fall down […]
Love is a choice.
My husband and I dated 5 years before getting married. When the day finally came I remember hardly being nervous at all. Sure I was nervous about standing in front of all those people and saying my vows and possibly messing them up, and I was nervous about everything going perfectly as planned (which it […]
